smell of rain is the smell of memories..

warmness of sun chase the coldness away.. but it still can't warm my soul. 

he left me behind, and let my heart frozen with longing..

tears sometimes sneaks out from my eyes without me even felt it falling..

my days goes by, from time to time, this heart still refuse to let you go..

it hurts so much..

this longing toward you hurting me so bad..

our memories... is my best medicine..

I'd promised you.. that I'll stay strong till the end. 

dear god.. let us meeting again someday on the other side.. 

till that day come.. please take care of him for me..