Those eyes..

This world, night and dwelling is false.

my pain is the truth.

our relationship is now like a mirage.

eyes which used to share the same dreams.

those eyes are crying on being separated.

eyes which used to stay awake together at night.

those eyes close their eyelids in the morning.

the feet that had promised to walk together in every breath, now divide breaths.

wet eyes that used to share their dreams.

these eyes are now crying on being separated.

breath is surprised. heart is tense.

why is my soul growing so frail?

why has hope lost to despair? and why is there a storm of questions in my heart?

eyes were the stars of the sky,

those eyes are breaking in eclipse.

eyes that used to heat under the sunlight.

those eyes have stopped and looking for shade.

your actions determine if you really love someone. if they love you they would fight for you. it's simple...

Banyak crime case sekarang. someone once told me, never believe everything you saw on media. But guess what, everything yang pernah viral, mesti ada twist story after that. We never ever can judge people without knowing their story first. people yang we thought as a victim, turned out be the villain and vice versa. that's why, when you saw something viral, never take part sebarkan semua tu without knowing the truth about it, imagine your family, or you yourself yang kena. sakitkan..?

jangan sesekali sebarkan berita tak sahih. jadi fitnah.. 

if you were given a choice, to be able to remove a sad memories of someone.. what would be your choice?
my choice is,..
I will keep them in my heart, no matter how much it hurts, until i die.
why would keep it when it is hurts?
because even if it hurts, i can love her or him. more than not being able to love and remember it, i would rather love and remember it, even if it hurts...

First love is like an immunization shot. you're nervous before getting it, and it hurts briefly when you get it. but then you're fine afterward. it just leaves a scar.

Kal Ho Naa Ho English Translation Lyrics

I do really love this song. The lyrics is so wonderful and beautiful. this is just a translation for the lyrics. 

Life’s changing every moment.

Life is now a shade, life is now sunshine.

Every moment on earth live life to the fullest.

Whatever time you have is yours

for tomorrow might never come.

The one who loves you whole-heartedly

Is very difficult to come by

Should there be someone like that somewhere

She is the most beautiful

You may hold her hand

She may not be there tomorrow

To the shadow of your eyes

When someone comes

Get hold of your crazy heart

It’ll keep on beating

Remember that, this moment,

This story may not be there tomorrow

Forgiveness is not for the person you’re forgiving but for yourself, but forgiveness is not as easy as you think.

A dream may seem amazing and without reason, but it can explain reality.
Dreams are made of your imagination and creativity, and your memories of reality.
That's why they seem so imaginary and yet so real.

When we try to admit our lies and tell the truth, we end up hesitating from lack of courage.

and.. that long hesitation, in one moment, makes it impossible for you to have courage to tell the truth. 

But, even if we gather the courage and decide to reveal the truth, it can happen that some truths make us more uncomfortable than lies. 

Untuk apa semua mimpi ini?

Gembirakah aku? Di saat aku meninggalkan segala kenangan bersama mu.

Selamat tinggal..

Semakin ku menjauh, semakin jelas cinta mu di mataku,

Hanya mampu ku mengenangkan mu di hati ini.. dalam kesakitan...

Dapatkah aku melupakan nya..

Jangan risaukan aku lagi..

Lepaskan tangan ku

Ini jalan terbaik untuk kamu.. dan aku..

Sejauh manapun aku berjalan,

Usah menangis..

Berjanji lah kau akan tetap mengingatiku..

walau dengan hanya secebis kenangan..

Aku akan tetap merinduimu..Melindungi mu...

Dalam masa kita menangis dan ketawa bersama, tiada satupun aku sesali..

Kerna cintaku padamu tetap selamanya dihatiku..

Butanya aku menyayangimu..

Padaku, kaulah dunia ku

Berbahagialah... walaupun perpisahan ini menyakitkan... aku tetap tersenyum melihat mu bahagia...

Everyone keeps a few painful wounds buried in their heart. If they can move on, it's great. Even if they can't, they still live. They become numb to the pain with time.

They say a person’s mentality is like this. When one sees someone who’s in a better place than oneself, one doesn’t think “I need to be in that place”, but rather one says “you should come down to the trenches I’m stuck in.” 

Pada hari itu.. berulang-ulang kali dia bertanya pada diri sendiri.

Dia mencari di mana silap dia, di mana salahnya. Tenggelam dalam air mata, dia akur dengan takdirnya. Sakit di lukai cinta, tidak sama dengan sakit di lukai oleh keluarga sendiri. Hancur hatinya bila ibu sendiri tidak mengasihinya seperti adik-adiknya yang lain. Dia tidak tahu dimana kurangnya dirinya hingga disisihkan ibu sendiri. Dari kecil dihalau oleh ibu dan hanya mampu menumpang kasih sayang nenek. Menumpang kasih sayang ayah saudara. Dicaci, dihina oleh ibu sendiri memahat luka yang dalam di hatinya hingga meninggalkan parut yang tidak mungkin memudar.

Meniti hari-hari tuanya, dia bersyukur kerana dia mampu tersenyum dengan kasih sayang anak-anaknya. Namun, di suatu sudut, dia masih dahagakan kasih sayang seorang ibu. Dia sanggup menjaga ibunya yang sakit demi mengharapkan ibunya sudi berubah dan mencurahkan kepadanya sedikit kasih ibu. Kerana kasih ibu itu membawa ke syurga.

Namun, dia tersilap. Walau sebaik mana dia, dia masih tidak mampu membuka hati seorang insan yang bernama ibu. Bermacam cara dia lakukan, menahan segala kerenah ibunya, namun, masih tidak cukup untuk meraih mahalnya kasih ibu.

Kerana dia seorang anak yang disisihkan...

Tuhan.. jika ada kebahagiaan yang ingin kau berikan padaku.. kau berikanlah kebahagiaan itu untuk dia.. kerana dia ibuku...